We are Lost.

So here I am, finally, after a long-long-long hiatus from this blog. I think we all took a hiatus from each other, and I think I know why. We’re all waiting for the perfect moment.

The perfect moment is all that we want. We all want to be together at the right moment/time/space, which fucks us up the ass everytime someone suggests to go out, because every single time there for sure is someone that thinks that it is not perfect enough, that we won’t have those memories that we had over at the abandoned school, at the times we would go to architecture park, or to a party or show, feeling and being careless, intoxicated, and knowing that something will happen.

Is it the winter weather that stops us from wanting all those things? Maybe.

So do you think that summer is the perfect time? It sure is, ‘coz  it’s the time where all we have is each other, and nothing else to care for. Because when we are together, everything is gonna be okay….but what happens if summer never comes? Imagine if summer was completely and utterly erased from the world. Would we be stuck in this timeframe of being lonely, cold, and hungry for fun? Would we? Would we???

Does this mean that all of our memories are trapped in the past? All the times we went to pre-drink in some alley, or some un-expected garage, or parking lot, or even the infamous pharamaprix. All the times we arrived un-invited to a party and created massive chaos to finally end up with the best stories to tell our grandchildren. All the times we opened our arms to new people, to the sketchiest drug dealers, and stealers. The times our best friends got arrested, the times we mistook underwear for a scarf. The times we got caught AND the times we didn’t. The times we hooked up with each other, the times we talked behind each other’s backs. The times we made up, the times we didn’t. All the good times where no-one cared about ANYTHING but each other.

Is it all lost? Or are we just lost in our own world right now? Are we really growing up? Or are we just drifting apart? Am I just being all shivsy and stupid? You be the judge.

[to be continued]

Cabin Fever

Well our blog seems to be semi morphing into a vlog, so I thought I’d change it up a little bit with a quick note.

I have no idea what is happening in the outside world anymore. I haven’t seen half of the members of this blog in quite some time and I don’t really want to. That sounds harsh doesn’t it? I don’t mean it like that…

Truth is I’ve been locked up in my house so long that I am officially loosing my sanity. The thought of stepping outside makes me nervous…WTF? My medical mysteries are making me fear for my life and my damn dramatic nature ain’t helping much.

Every dull pain I feel and every strange sensation in my body is another reason for me to run back to the hospital. Hypochondria? Anxiety? Paranoia? I have it all!

Depending on which day you catch me, either my foot is exploding or my throat is closing.

Ummm, so this is awkward. Maybe one day I’ll be able to fuck up like I used to. Until then, you can find me huddled in a corner covered in cold compresses surrounded by gallons of cranberry juice and multicolored pills.

xx Jaydu

PS. Despite this, I’m pretty damn content with certain things. Totally happy.

**update**

Five minutes have passed since I wrote this and my leg is starting to feel funny.

IM ALIVE

yesssssssssssssss i be alive, been here for 3 hrs already, 1hr time dif. btw. augh, island time, woohhh.

A Younes Christmas

SAAQOM GAH

So yes, aherm *cough*…
I’m sitting here in a cramped up waiting room waiting for my turn to go to one of the 20 somewhat counters to sign up for my learner’s permit test of knowledge….

Yes, nick Younes is FINALLY here. Sitting down and ready to do this multiple choice test that determines wether or not a person can drive or not.

I LOVE multiple choice exams, I’ve gotten so hood at them actually and I am pretty eggcited to see what they have in store for me.

If only they could fucking hurry up and let me in already!!! (did I mention that I showed up ONE HOUR early?) …

I am number A45 and the panel keeps on going up and down constantly which is just keeping me nervous if anything.

Babies crying, a lot of immigrant people, a few young people and a lot of impatient elders moving around and making a ruckus… Ugh it’s a pretty sexy situation I’m in.

I haven’t worn my eye glasses since was 11 years old and I don’t know if I’ll be in trouble during the eye exam… HELP!

Other than that, I’m pretty confident about this test… Nothing much to worry about… I skimmer through the book and aced the online test… So now, I cant wait to actually drive a car finally, since the weather is getting worse everyday…(did u see the fucking snow?!?!?!!!)

OH! My number’s up on the panel, gotta go ace this motherfucking test! WOOHOO!

See ya on the other side, bitches!

Procrastination conspiracy

AH heyy!

so yes I am currently majorly procrastinating. I’m supposed to be writting a 750 words english mid-term essay, but currently being loyal to plegirls and am writing on the blog. Gawd.

I hate writing essays for theses specific reasons:
-im really bad at it
-i am unable to use big words, or  use big words appropriately. And knowing me, I would just throw random big and nice words into my essay, just because i want to use them.. so that doesnt work for me, so i dont use them, and then i look like an idiotic biatch who doesnt know anything, and cant write nice things!
- Im french soooo, writing in english totally isnt for me!, and i hate writing french essays too, so there you go another reason.
-IM NOT IN FKN ENGLISH, IM IN PHOTOGRAPHY, I TAKE PICTURES! WHY DO YOU MAKE ME WRITE STUFF I DONT CARE ABOUT!….(probably because thats what school is for, to make you smart/smarter, and make u learn a bunch of useless shit, and make your brain tingle/mingle/fry a lot. aughhh)
-ummmmmmmm always too much distraction
-also I think Im a bit/ a lot A.D.D soooo concentrating on one thing is a big no no for me. I cant sit down in front of a computer and write about something i dont want to write about, when theres 100000 things around me that are wayyyy more interesting. I think the best way for me to write an essay is if u locked me up in a white room no windows, 1 chair, i table i laptop with only word on it, no internet, no nothing, my english book, and a dictionary, a 2hr time limit, i would do it!

however, I am NOTT locked up in an empty white room right now, im in MY room, surrounded with MY stuff…tv(MTV bitch!), cellular, laptop, internet, photoshop….(other photo assignments that I have due, that id rather be doing, cuz I actually enjoy doing those..), hmmmm bed! stuff stuff stufff and PLEGIRLS!

Worst part is that I went to bed last night with an essay writing plan:
-wake up at 11h am.
-1hr to do whatever i want, and get all of the facebook, tv, food etc..  distraction out of my system
-12h pm START writing my essay….. 
-4h pm DONE my essay becasuse steph is coming ova so i can use her as a model for my PHOTO assignment…which is ps!: product on location. and im using my l.a.m.b perfume, so she gonna be a harajukuuuuuuuu, yesss yesss
-soooooo i woould have 12-4… 4 effin hours to write my essays….

….but apparently I now have 1h40 to do so, becauseeeee im a procrastinating bitch!… I only have 2 lines on my white word page. wow GOOD JOB DOM, GOOD JOB! i think i deserve a reward for being so bad at essay writing!…
I think im not currently writing my essay is because I know it will be bad, and I knoowww that I will do bad, and i wont get a satisfying grade.
GAHHHH

I THINK IM CONSIDERING PAYING SOMEONE TO WRITE THIS SHIT

Another reason why I can’t/don’t want to write this essay is because I can’t write what I want..like im doing right now, I have rules to follow, I have a subject(boring). If i could write about anything I wanted I probably would have more motivation. BUT i cant, so I DONT!

gahh

IF YOU WANT TO GET 50$, TELL ME ASAP, AND ILL LET YOU WRITE MY ESSAY, AND ILL BE VERY VERY VERY HAPPY

 

OH heyyyy I will take the time.. since im already writing here and NOT my essay!
to say that I got my tattoo. most of you know! and most of you saw!
I FUCKING LOVE IT, ITS AMAZING.
its an old school camera….a twin lens
a loooot of people think its a speaker, but its only because they dont know camera, and im obsessed, so I would know.
the first question I get: ” OMG, DID IT HURT?” uhh actually im not gonna lie, i was egg-specting so much pain that when he said ” OK, its going in now”(this sounds funny haha did it hurt, its going in now!!!)(ayyeee you dirty minded people!)… so when it went in i thought it was going to be soooooo painful, that when the needle went in it didnt even hurt that much, and after 5 mins i got used to it… I mean theres a bit of pain, but its a pain that youre able to handle, its not the same kind of pain when u break your arm or when you get hit on the head with a baseball bat… you can control it.. its addictive and you dont want it to stop. WEIRD i know, but wtv DONT JUDGE ME!, uhh it took 2hrs and at the end i was sooooo eggcited to see it, and it looks beautiful  
anywhoooo, I just wanted to make that special anouncement

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

im outties for now, good luck to me….

LETOURHOE….

ps; maybe ill just come up with a reeaaaaaallly good excuse and get extra days to write it, but augh.

Paris Hilton’s BFF

Aftermath. It’s a dangerous world.

Ps. Melissa puked not long after this was taken.

Fo lyfe.

AH hey. I’m back once again. I’ve been M.I.A for quite some time now (MIA FO LYFE!) and i guess it’s time to recap a little about my life in the past month or so and do some minor ranting.

First, i’d like to say that if i get lurked one more time by some DB I’ll permanently delete my facebook account, change my identity, move to Guelph and live on a farm in nowhere land so all you curious females will have to continue wondering who Drank’s mystery GF is. Honestly, it’s annoying and there’s no point. I don’t know you. I don’t care. If you want to talk to me, that’s fine. Don’t add me and ignore my greeting and pretend like the add never happened. I find it creepy and it fully disturbs me that random women recognize me solely from my FB and then text my bf saying shit like “I see your gf.” WTF? K. No. Or, i like this one too: “I saw your gf on the street and she looks emo.” WOW. really? My, you make some keen observations there. Anyways i’ll shut the fuck up now on this topic because i can actually go on forever.

So. What’s been up with me lately? I’m at school and work 24-7 and basically have almost zero social life. The last few days of summer were okay. Pre-labor day was spent in a forrest where fires were made, substances were abused and we were rolling 30 deep. I wish i could tell you more but i was a sloppy bitch and i woke up at like 2am in the back of some random’s car and the random saying “Hey.Hey..are you okay? Do you want me to open the door? Wanna watch a movie?” while i was trying to open my chinky, mascara crusted eyes and wiping drool off my face. Quite grand.

Everything’s been semi MEH since that day, up untill last weekend when all hell broke loose at Cheers. Pre-cheers was interesting (Check nick’s post about the abandoned building and the lump aka possible dead body) After that, the group split. EVERYBODY minus KT,Drank,Salt & Myself went to the house party and we were at Cheers where everyone you can possibly imagine being there was there (Minus the House party Pplz). Anyways. That night was filled with awkward moments, yelling, tears, laughing, beef, beef, beef and more beef.

If i could go back and redo the summer, i would. School sucks and i want to party and have more nights where i look like this:

Hurry HURRY

Support local filmmakers and go see “Who is KK Downey?”

It’s only in theaters THIS WEEK at AMC. I’m not kidding, It’s worth it I promise.

“Its The End Of The World As We Know It…

… And I Feel Fine”

- R.E.M.

Im sure im not the only one to have noticed that our world is dying!!! I mean WTF is going on? Just a couple days ago it was so nice out and ” I thought to myself… What a wonderful world” – Louis Armstrong. Lol I dont know why i just thought of that but anyways now its fucking cold out and i hate it! Ive been walking around in a sweater all day and for once i prefered being at work (Fuckin’ Double Pizza!) where i was able to have lots of free coffee!

After my third cup I was bouncing off the walls and singing to myself ( Hmmm… I think thats where all these songs are coming from) They let me leave early cuz they said i was too tired to take any more orders for the day. I was soo happy but as soon as i got outside i remember the cold. I mean ya its almost fall and all but comon’ cant we have a couple more nice weeks! Don’t u agree? Let me know what u think.

-Drax!